wow... im speechless

how many times are you going to let this happen?

how many heartbreaks are you going to suffer?

how many times does she have to threaten to break up with you?

.....

dont you realize how much you worry this family?

Do not make friends with a hot-tempered man, do not associate with one easily angered, or you may learn his ways and get yourself ensnared.

Proverbs 22:24-25

why bother?

You're on the phone with your girlfriend, She's upset
She's going off about something that you said
She doesnt get your humour like I do

I'm in the room, its a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesnt like
And she'll never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts, I wear t-shirts
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you wake up and find
That what you're lookin for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me
You belong with me

Walkin the streets with you in your worn out jeans
I cant help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on the park bench thinkin to myself
Hey isnt this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I havent seen it in awhile, since she brought you down
You say you find I know you better than that
Hey, Whatcha doing with a girl like that?

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see? 
You belong with me

Standin by, waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that?
You belong with me
You belong with me

Oh I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're about to cry
I know your favorite songs and you tell me about your dreams
I think I know where you belong. I think I know it's with me.

Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you?
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by or waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that
You belong with me
You belong with me

Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me
You belong with me

welcome into our family (:

sooooo you know how i have been talking 

about friend and blah blah blah

welll i just thought 

i would share some photos of my adopted family :)

soooo with out further ado

 thanks for taking the pic celeste :P

 You know he is cute :)
tae kwon do with celeste XD
crazy stuff people crazy stuff

 Chinese calligraphy with celeste  

XD fun stuff guys

 

 Weekend fun with celeste :)

 Us Durks After The Unit Concert

PONY TAILS!

Fall Festival With David And Margarita 

FEild trip with group :)

Epot with the family :P

 The water froze on the top for the bucket so it was kinda cool :)

 ATLANTA!

 haha rock it!

 silly Boys :P

 Keeping warm

 interesting huh

 Pink Headband and hugs! 

what more do you wanT?

Riding low on a panda XD

Leaving Orlando

 Getting comfy (:

 Mr. Cool

 Dolphin with Silly child and Mr. Cool

 Asian invasion XD

 ..... uhhhhh

 Diner yummy!

 Hard Rock?

 SIX FLAGS! in line XD

 What chu lookin at fool :P

 I love this pic :) 

chinese school

 Coke Factory :) the whole group

 LMFAO XD dont ask

 The Chinese Family  XD

 Pretty(:

 Hehe(:

 Tabby and i

Thanks Mingi :)

 FOOOOOOOD :)

 Pa-RTY ^_^

Anger? YES!

 FREDRICK!

 Just being Crazy Asians XD

BE JEALOUS!

you can't be serious!

i am happy they let you into the world.

truely i am. 

with out you i wouldn't realize how much more i need to depend on my god. my savior. how much i need to grow closer to the christian body. how much i should reach out to others. you can hate me. you can wish i was dead. you can say all those things about me and hurt person after person. but you are in my prayers. 

Judge me. Think what you want. But in the end i am still going to care because my heart is open to everyone. God has called us to love one another and i will answer to his calling.

oh you!

yea hi.

grow. up.

what has happened happened. sorry you cant get over it but stop dragging everyone into your ball of anger :)

we all moved on. 

we are all living life

we are all still caring about one another

we are all still here 

sorry to break it to you

but this is life :)

live with it

stuff happens

get over it

and stop dragging people down with you

thanks!

church?!?!?

hehe well i havent been able to see david in a while -__-" his stupid girlfriend gets all jealous when i talk to him but whatever!

hmmmm a lot of the people like me i guess :) 

i help out with the little kids and they love me XD

they are just the cutest things ever <3

love them to death.

i cant wait until winter retreat with jinju and celeste :D 

then spring retreat at my church with jinju and celeste XD

then summer retreatS at celestes then at jinjus XD

i love being a chritian :)

we are all like a family you know?

sure some of us are a bit crazy and go over board but in the end we all praise god :)

Therefore, God elevated him to the place of highest honor and gave him the name above all other names, that at the name of Jesus every knee should bow, in heaven and on earth and under the earth and every tongue confess that Jesus Christ is Lord, to the glory of God the Father.

Philippians 2: 9-11

 

PRAISE HIS HOLY NAME 

and may all our sins be washed away :)

LMFAO XD

\~/ see this? this is my cup of 

"i dont give a fuck, grow up and get a life" 

imma just pour it on your head and walk away :) kaybye!

WOE TO YOU!

woe to you.

i am different

insane almost

crazy?

just a tiny bit (:

i love

i laugh 

and yes 

i even dance like a maniac 

but hey

let the good times roll!

getting crazy.

getting wild

letting nothing stop us

lets go all the way

with no regrets 

_________________________

Lets see. 

school is just great you know?

awesome teachers.....

except for one

*cough* ap world *cough*

but its okay (:

_________________________

my parents are stupid

you know? asian parents what can you do.

they "care" but they dont even care to understand

"go study" "go read" "stop this" "stop that"

"you are a failure" "you will become shit" 

"don't you want to get a good job" "dont you care"

HAHA! please

you don't know how old i am

you dont know what grade i am in

you dont even know what classes i am taking

all you do is bitch and scream and nag.

I AM A TEENAGER

IT IS MY LIFE 

LET ME LIVE IT

yes i want to be successful

yes i want a great job

yes i do care

but you pissing me off

DOES NOT

help with my studies.

i am just a kid.

my god.

if you get to have fun then i get to have fun

Just because i am the oldest 

doesnt mean that you should put everything on me

yes i have to "set the example" but so do you

you are the parents.

you have two OTHER kids to go and bitch at

so leave me the fuck alone. 

_________________________

My ipod is BROKEN T_T

i dont have music anymore

sigh

wtf man wtf

oh well.

lets see

life....

is a hole.

well the bitching is starting again

awesome

well i have to go

just another day

in the life

of a

teenager's

H E L L 

life -_-"

okay well life is life

there is nothing we can do about it right?

like i say. 

up and downs and turn arounds. 

but hey. life is a ride so lets just buckle down and enjoy. 

yes there is drama. pain. hurt. depression. hate. losing.

but then there is also happiness. laughter. healing. gaining. craziness. 

Lessons are learned and yes sometimes we learn them in pain. 

i do what i can

but i can only do so much

you cant make everyone happy. 

thats just reality and i am sorry. 

_____________

On a lighter note(:

MY FRIEND HANNA IS HAVING A BABY!
hehe do cute ^_^
we are both hoping its a boy. 

that would be so a .... crazy kid XD 

its okay. 

but i want to be there when she has her little baby(:

Hmmm okay well i think i dont really have much to talk about.... 

i am going well in school. 

i got an A on like 3 of my major assignments on ap world

i did really well on my ap psych test

english is fun 

latin is sooooooo weird

orchestra is getting there....

my teach is sick ): but he said i was really improving

i am playing out and my vibrato is AMAZING!

then lets see math is ..... bleh T_T 

i am like the only asian who hates math

chemistry..... oh gosh chem -_-"

i cant wait for fall. 

its really starting to become cold and night

it makes me feel so...... calm (:

i love fall and winter 

now only if it snowed here 

uhhhhhh lets see

i feel like hibernating XD

sleep is soooooo hard to come bye these days T_T

AP classes are killing me! 

but its worth it... i guess?

Oh yes and my cousin tracy is having a baby too(:

YAY! im excited. 

 sooooooooo 

BOO. TURKEY. SANTA.

(: :P XD

For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.

John 3:16