LMFAO XD

\~/ see this? this is my cup of 

"i dont give a fuck, grow up and get a life" 

imma just pour it on your head and walk away :) kaybye!

WOE TO YOU!

woe to you.

i am different

insane almost

crazy?

just a tiny bit (:

i love

i laugh 

and yes 

i even dance like a maniac 

but hey

let the good times roll!

getting crazy.

getting wild

letting nothing stop us

lets go all the way

with no regrets 

_________________________

Lets see. 

school is just great you know?

awesome teachers.....

except for one

*cough* ap world *cough*

but its okay (:

_________________________

my parents are stupid

you know? asian parents what can you do.

they "care" but they dont even care to understand

"go study" "go read" "stop this" "stop that"

"you are a failure" "you will become shit" 

"don't you want to get a good job" "dont you care"

HAHA! please

you don't know how old i am

you dont know what grade i am in

you dont even know what classes i am taking

all you do is bitch and scream and nag.

I AM A TEENAGER

IT IS MY LIFE 

LET ME LIVE IT

yes i want to be successful

yes i want a great job

yes i do care

but you pissing me off

DOES NOT

help with my studies.

i am just a kid.

my god.

if you get to have fun then i get to have fun

Just because i am the oldest 

doesnt mean that you should put everything on me

yes i have to "set the example" but so do you

you are the parents.

you have two OTHER kids to go and bitch at

so leave me the fuck alone. 

_________________________

My ipod is BROKEN T_T

i dont have music anymore

sigh

wtf man wtf

oh well.

lets see

life....

is a hole.

well the bitching is starting again

awesome

well i have to go

just another day

in the life

of a

teenager's

H E L L 

life -_-"

okay well life is life

there is nothing we can do about it right?

like i say. 

up and downs and turn arounds. 

but hey. life is a ride so lets just buckle down and enjoy. 

yes there is drama. pain. hurt. depression. hate. losing.

but then there is also happiness. laughter. healing. gaining. craziness. 

Lessons are learned and yes sometimes we learn them in pain. 

i do what i can

but i can only do so much

you cant make everyone happy. 

thats just reality and i am sorry. 

_____________

On a lighter note(:

MY FRIEND HANNA IS HAVING A BABY!
hehe do cute ^_^
we are both hoping its a boy. 

that would be so a .... crazy kid XD 

its okay. 

but i want to be there when she has her little baby(:

Hmmm okay well i think i dont really have much to talk about.... 

i am going well in school. 

i got an A on like 3 of my major assignments on ap world

i did really well on my ap psych test

english is fun 

latin is sooooooo weird

orchestra is getting there....

my teach is sick ): but he said i was really improving

i am playing out and my vibrato is AMAZING!

then lets see math is ..... bleh T_T 

i am like the only asian who hates math

chemistry..... oh gosh chem -_-"

i cant wait for fall. 

its really starting to become cold and night

it makes me feel so...... calm (:

i love fall and winter 

now only if it snowed here 

uhhhhhh lets see

i feel like hibernating XD

sleep is soooooo hard to come bye these days T_T

AP classes are killing me! 

but its worth it... i guess?

Oh yes and my cousin tracy is having a baby too(:

YAY! im excited. 

 sooooooooo 

BOO. TURKEY. SANTA.

(: :P XD

For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.

John 3:16

I Love... I Miss... I Need... I Am...

i love...

You

Friends

Family

Life

God

Music

Violins

People

English

Books

Art

Creativity

Movies

Hanging Out

Cookies

Swimming

Writing

Drawing

Photography

i miss...

You

The Past

Forgotten Memories

The Old Days

Childhood

Disney Movies

Playgrounds

Simplicity

Ramdomness

Equality

Snow

Running in the Rain

Cloud Watching

Dress Up

Pretend

Cooties

Once upon a times

i need... 

You

art

music

God

love

hate

desperation

confidence

motivation

friends

family

i am...

beautiful

amazing

talented

loved

one of a kind

crazy

artistic 

fun

outgoing

shy

persistent 

hard headed

silly

weird

friendly
talkative
interesting
"special"
committed
caring
ME