CHRISTMAS! :D

I GOT AN IPHONE 4

YAY!!
:) im happy.

well the kids had a bunch of fun too :)

yea... tanaka might have been a little upset about jason

but everything went amazing

all the kids are just so excited and hyper and crazy XD

i love you guys!

you guys are just the cutest little angels every <3

So nick's parents are there too:)

his mom is so nice!

i got to talk to her and she is just adorable

his dad is... ehhhhhh

it took a while for him to get talking but when we did start

it was kinda fun

he has a lot to say you just have to listen.

yea he is a bit mean... but he can be nice

it just takes a little more effort

sigh.

nick's kids are...

having a hard time enjoy christmas

poor kids :/

im trying to tell them its all right and what not

but they are kinda in a down mood right now

i mean this morning they were bouncing off the walls...

but then their older brother jason got usept

and now they are just...

there....

sigh its christmas people

its our first christmas as a family

come on!

sigh i dont know what to do anymore

people say im "acting nice" but really...

i am nice...

i am just trying to help

i didnt mean to get anyone upset.

i know you hate me i get it okay?

but...

dont ruin christmas for little kids

..........

all i can really say is

M E R R Y C H R I S T M A S

and i hope everything works out

On My Way :)

Tell everybody I'm on my way

New friends and new places to see

With blue skies ahead yes

I'm on my way

And there's nowhere else

that I'd rather be

Tell everybody I'm on my way

And I'm loving every step I take

With the sun beating down yes

I'm on my way

And I can't keep this smile off my face

'Cause there's nothing like seeing

each other again

No matter what the distance between

And the stories that we tell

will make you smile

Oh it really lifts my heart

So tell 'em all I'm on my way

New friends and new places to see

And to sleep under the stars

Who could ask for more

With the moon keeping watch over me

Not the snow, not the rain

Can change my mind

The sun will come out, wait and see

And the feeling of the wind in your face

Can lift your heart

Oh there's nowhere I would rather be

'Cause I'm on my way now-

well and truly

I'm on my way now

(I'm on my way now)

REPEAT

Tell everybody I'm on my way

And I just can't wait to be there

With blue skies ahead yes

I'm on my way

And nothing but good times to share

So tell everybody I'm on my way

And I just can't wait to be home

With the sun beating down yes

I'm on my way

And nothing but good times to show

I'm on my way

Yes, I'm on my way 

Guilty as Charged XD

Yeah


You are my fire
The one desire
Believe when I say
I want it that way


But we are two worlds apart
Can't reach to your heart
When you say
That I want it that way


Tell me why
Ain't nothin' but a heartache
Tell me why
Ain't nothin' but a mistake
Tell me why
I never wanna hear you say
I want it that way


Am I your fire
Your one desire
Yes I know it's too late
But I want it that way


Tell me why
Ain't nothin' but a heartache
Tell me why
Ain't nothin' but a mistake
Tell me why
I never wanna hear you say
I want it that way


Now I can see that we're falling apart
From the way that it used to be, yeah
No matter the distance
I want you to know
That deep down inside of me...


You are my fire
The one desire
You are
You are, you are, you are


Don't wanna hear you say
Ain't nothin' but a heartache
Ain't nothin' but a mistake
(Don't wanna hear you say)
I never wanna hear you say
I want it that way


Tell me why
Ain't nothin' but a heartache
Tell me why
Ain't nothin but a mistake
Tell me why
I never wanna hear you say
(Don't wanna hear you say it)
I want it that way

Tell me why
Ain't nothin' but a heartache

Ain't nothin' but a mistake
Tell me why
I never wanna hear you say

I want it that way 

Cause I want it that way

Welcome to Our Brotherly Time

Everyone's invited, this is how we live
We're all here for each other
happy to give
All we have we share
And all of us we care, so come on...

Welcome to our family time
Welcome to our brotherly time
We're happy giving and taking
to the friends we're making
There's nothing we won't do

Welcome to our family time (Welcome into the family)
Welcome to our happy to be time  (We're so happy)
This is our festival
you know and best of all (And best of all)
We're here to share it all

There's a bond between us
nobody can explain
It's a celebration of life
and seeing friends again
I'd be there for you
I know you'd be there for me too...
So come on

Welcome to our family time (Welcome to our family)
Welcome to our brotherly time (We're so happy)
This is our festival
you know and best of all (And best of all)
We're here to share it all

Remembering loved ones departed
Someone dear to your heart
Finding love, and planning a future
Telling stories and laughing with friends
Precious moments you'll never forget

This has to be the most beautiful
The most peaceful place
I've ever been to
It's nothing like I've ever seen before
When I think of how far I've come
I can't believe it...and yet I see it
In them I see family
I see the way we used to be

Come on...

Welcome to our family time (Welcome into the family)
Welcome to our brotherly time (We're so happy)
We're happy giving and taking
to the friends we're making (So happy to be)
There's nothing we won't do

Welcome to our family time (Welcome into the family)
Welcome to our happy to be time (We're so happy)
This is our festival
You know and best of all
We're here to share it all