you're right

you are right.

i dont understand you. 

but the thing is... 

i dont want to understand you. 


i will think what i want. thank you very much. 
you had your reasons. 
and yea
i know you made your choice. 


but you didn't have to do it in that way. 
you could have done it differently. 


you are so messed up and sick.
you didnt just hurt him...
you hurt a whole family.
you hurt CHILDREN. 


i dont care if you hurt me. 
because i stopped caring about you. 
but you hurt THEM. 
they were the people who cared about you the most.




i dont want to be there. 
i dont want to be ANYWHERE near where you are. 
i dont want to sink as low as YOU. 
you can stay there for all i care. 
in fact. 
i'll throw you a shovel. 
and watch you dig yourself deeper. 
thats all i have to say to you. 

-
a 100 level up

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RIP big bro
i am sorry i couldnt stop you. 
i am sorry that you were so hurt. 
i wish i could turn back time. 
i wish i could have kept you alive...
but that wasnt up to me. 
that was up to your love. 
and your love gave up. 
i am sorry that you gave up too.
but i am happy that you can be at peace now. 


- 
missing you