WHOA O_O

its been forever guys.... sorry :/ i've been really busy man

there really isnt much to talk about

my "bestfriend the mistake" refuses to talk to me because of his girlfriend

i can tell he is hurting. i just know he is. his brothers are so worried about him

but he just brushes us off and tells us to leave him alone

you know that feeling

where you know you can help the person...

but they wont let you?

sigh you know what i learn this past year and a half?
i learned that in life
now matter how hard you try to help someone...
they will always refuse to listen and change for the better.
its sad but its life
you cant change someone. 
that have to change themselves.
but me being hardheaded and one to not give up...
well im just going to keep doing what im doing.


on a lighter note :D 
my best buddy has a baby on the way
he is so excited too.
he has also been worried :/
but i know he will make a great dad(:


my buddy squgigglely line is just living life.
i told him not to be so hostile to his brother and his girlfriend
but anger and torment is squgigglely  line's nature
but dont get me wrong okay?
he is very caring and if you need him he will be there for you(:
he some how finds a way to cheer up people in the family.... its kind of weird
he is misanthropic but at the same time caring?
what a silly person (:


then there is triple e
being all triple eish
reading and having his nose stuck in a book -_-"
he needs a life.
seriously.... but we still love him <3 


you know what?
im going to call for a family day!
everyone in this family needs to spend more time together.
its a bit too cold for the beach.... so maybe just a bonfire?
(: yes that would be nice actually. 
gosh i havent even met all of triple e's kids yet....
man im a bad aunt T_T
im sorry guys!
i will make sure to get to know you all by the end of this year!
that is my goal :D 


okay welllllllll 
nothing much else to say?
enjoy the music
i love you guys....
more then you can ever imagine


PEACE. LOVE. HAPPINESS.