TAIKI :)

okay well my son can just be so cute some times XD

i love the boy

he was like 

"you know.... we havent done anything as a family lately... sooooooo lets go out and play"

isnt he the most caring kid in the world?

gosh :) pat on the back for raising my children right hehe

but it was really cute and a lot of fun

families do things together.

yea we fight and blah blah blah

but you know what?

you just have to stop and enjoy the time you have together.

it seems like no one hangs out with their family any more :/

that makes me very upset.

they never sit and just enjoy each others company.

someone is always left out.

lets stop this madness once and for all!

lets change this world (:

lets love each other until the end of time

FAMILIES STICK TOGETHER

PEACE. LOVE. HAPPINESS. FAMILY.

i wonder...

i wonder if

......

i wonder if she knows that the man that loves her is practically going through hell and back to make her happy. 

i wonder if she knows that her little girl is in the hospital right at this very this moment.

i wonder if she knows that her friend demater just wants someone to talk to.

i wonder is she knows that her friend lucas is so broken on the inside and all he needs is a hug.

i wonder is she knows that her oldest brother just wants to be able to say sorry for everything.

i wonder if she knows that i am really sorry from the bottom of my heart. 

i wonder if she knows that you cant hate forever.

i wonder if she knows that this is the time of year to be joyful and happy and to forgive others and love more then you can ever love.

i wonder if she knows that i still want to be her friend. 

i wonder if she knows that deep down inside i miss her so much.

i wonder if she knows that i am being completely honest.

i wonder if she understands that her anger and hate is going to get her no where. 

i wonder is she knows that she is only hurting herself.

i wonder if she knows that i will always be here for her.

i wonder if she knows that i will always stop and listen.
i wonder if she knows that i will always have time for her.
i wonder if she knows that i still wish she was my one and only best friend.

i wonder if she can ever forgive me.

i wonder if she can ever forgive them.

i wonder if we will ever be friends again.

i wonder if she can ever let it go.

I WONDER.

WHOA O_O

its been forever guys.... sorry :/ i've been really busy man

there really isnt much to talk about

my "bestfriend the mistake" refuses to talk to me because of his girlfriend

i can tell he is hurting. i just know he is. his brothers are so worried about him

but he just brushes us off and tells us to leave him alone

you know that feeling

where you know you can help the person...

but they wont let you?

sigh you know what i learn this past year and a half?
i learned that in life
now matter how hard you try to help someone...
they will always refuse to listen and change for the better.
its sad but its life
you cant change someone. 
that have to change themselves.
but me being hardheaded and one to not give up...
well im just going to keep doing what im doing.


on a lighter note :D 
my best buddy has a baby on the way
he is so excited too.
he has also been worried :/
but i know he will make a great dad(:


my buddy squgigglely line is just living life.
i told him not to be so hostile to his brother and his girlfriend
but anger and torment is squgigglely  line's nature
but dont get me wrong okay?
he is very caring and if you need him he will be there for you(:
he some how finds a way to cheer up people in the family.... its kind of weird
he is misanthropic but at the same time caring?
what a silly person (:


then there is triple e
being all triple eish
reading and having his nose stuck in a book -_-"
he needs a life.
seriously.... but we still love him <3 


you know what?
im going to call for a family day!
everyone in this family needs to spend more time together.
its a bit too cold for the beach.... so maybe just a bonfire?
(: yes that would be nice actually. 
gosh i havent even met all of triple e's kids yet....
man im a bad aunt T_T
im sorry guys!
i will make sure to get to know you all by the end of this year!
that is my goal :D 


okay welllllllll 
nothing much else to say?
enjoy the music
i love you guys....
more then you can ever imagine


PEACE. LOVE. HAPPINESS.

wow... im speechless

how many times are you going to let this happen?

how many heartbreaks are you going to suffer?

how many times does she have to threaten to break up with you?

.....

dont you realize how much you worry this family?

Do not make friends with a hot-tempered man, do not associate with one easily angered, or you may learn his ways and get yourself ensnared.

Proverbs 22:24-25