Oh My...

Hey guys >_< I was on vacation and getting ready for school.
But I'm back now (: I'll be trying to post every 3-4 days or at least weekly (:
It's a huge year!
I'm a junior now :D such a huge accomplishment.

So guys this Summer was amazing (: traveled to my home country

MALASIA!! Whoot whoot!
I bought circle lenses and I think that's the topic I'll be talking about more now (: that and I guess advice for younger generations. I'm getting older and I feel I should pass down my knowledge (:

I have limited time to type all of this because I'm a bit busy right now but I will be sure to tell you all more about:

1. My summer.
2. Circle lenses
3. Advice

I'll be making some videos and posting them on my YouTube channel (: so as soon as I get more videos up I'll post the linkto my channel if you want to see them :]

So yea <3 love you guys
Btw I think imma call the readers babyhippos (:
I <3 hippos

Peace Love Understanding Respect Grace
PLURG (: BabyHippos

Long time huh :/

Meeeeeh ):
I'm sorry guys! Ive been so busy >.<
Okay so updating (:
Pretty much just wrapping up the school year. Chilling.
It's pretty crazy!
Can you believe it? 2 more years and I'm off to college...
I'm a little scared to be honest

So FOUR MORE DAYS UNTIL LAKE YALE!!!!
whoot ^_^ of course the koo family will be driving me <3
Sig along time!
Hehe I love them. They are so Kool :p

Oh! And I started writing a story ^_^
it's nothing fancy but it's just a burst of creativity
It's called "You Heard Me Correctly"
Ill probably post it on here later (:

AHHHH IM SO EXCITED! hanging out with my Asian church peeps (:
chilling with my homes you best be jelly xD
This is going to be great!!!

Then I'm going to MALAYSIA!
I get to see my relatives <3
Love you guys!!

Oh and btw... Idk about "him" anymore sigh
We don't really talk and i honestly think he doesn't like me
Bleh. Complicated! Need to stop and just go with it (:

Okay well until later (:
Peace Out Beautifuls!

mother.

im the only girl.

my mother and i dont exactly love each other.

in fact we could probably live without each other. 

she loves to make things so complicated for me.

she likes to presure me to the point where i feel like screaming to the world.

she makes me feel ugly.

she cuts me down.

she doesnt motivate me.

we dont talk.

we arent "best friend" like all the other mothers and daughter.

and you know the saddest part?

i cry and she just shrugs it off.

thanks mom.

i love you to.

i pray. beg. hope. that the next two years go by fast.

i just want to get away from all of this negativity.

"yea. you can go to lake yale. wait. we can all go. oh wait. no one in the family can go. wait you have finals! oh wait your friends mom just called. you can go. ill sign you up later."


..........................

TODAY IS THE LAST DAY TO SIGN UP.

WHAT PART OF THAT DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND?!?!?!?

hoping. praying. begging.

so i want to go on this retreat in may... 

may 27 to be exact. and see its two weeks beforfinals. 

and my mom is being all stupid and using that as an excuse to not let me go. 

but I WANT TO FREAKING GO!

UGH!

shoot me someone.

i get back on sunday and i dont have school monday of that week and my mom is all like "oh well i dont know because then you have finals two weeks after.

ITS FREAKING TWO WEEKS MOTHER!

I HANE ANOTHER TWO WEEKS TO STUDY!

*takes a deep breath*

anyway.

i want to go to Lake Yale.

Period. 

guess ill ask my dad (:

PEACE LOVE HAPPINESS