mother.

im the only girl.

my mother and i dont exactly love each other.

in fact we could probably live without each other. 

she loves to make things so complicated for me.

she likes to presure me to the point where i feel like screaming to the world.

she makes me feel ugly.

she cuts me down.

she doesnt motivate me.

we dont talk.

we arent "best friend" like all the other mothers and daughter.

and you know the saddest part?

i cry and she just shrugs it off.

thanks mom.

i love you to.

i pray. beg. hope. that the next two years go by fast.

i just want to get away from all of this negativity.

"yea. you can go to lake yale. wait. we can all go. oh wait. no one in the family can go. wait you have finals! oh wait your friends mom just called. you can go. ill sign you up later."


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TODAY IS THE LAST DAY TO SIGN UP.

WHAT PART OF THAT DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND?!?!?!?