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Monday, September 6, 2010

GET BENT!

don't you just hate it when you have to live with a much of idiots.
i ask one fucking question and my brothers have to yell and scream at me
and then my mom goes and bitches about how i am such a horrible daughter
yea.
and they all still ask why i am so emotionally unstable

......

MAYBE BECAUSE ALL YOU IDIOTS ARE RUINING MY FUCKING LIFE
MAYBE BECAUSE EVERY FUCKING DAY YOU DRAG ME THROUGH THE MUD
MAYBE BECAUSE ALL YOU DO IS TEAM UP ON ME AND ALL I CAN DO IS HIDE THE FUCKING PAIN
MAYBE BECAUSE YOU ALL ARE CUTTING ME ON THE INSIDE
MAYBE BECAUSE YOU KEEP TELLING ME IM A WRECK
MAYBE BECAUSE ALL I DID WAS ASK A FUCKING BLOODY QUESTION AND THE WHOLE WORLD HAS TO EXPLODE IN MY FACE AND THROW ME TO HELL AND BACK

......

maybe because every day.... 
ever moment... 
every second...
everything you say to me.... 
hurts more then you can ever imagine...

maybe because i try so hard to make you all happy and proud
and everyday you tell me i failed...
you tell me im not good enough
you tell me i will never make it...

im sorry i am stupid.
im sorry i cant give you want you want.
im sorry that everything i do disappoints you.
im sorry i can never be good enough.
im sorry for everything...


but what i am most sorry for
....









i'm sorry i can't be 

P E R F E C T



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