inspiration? put it in a song (:

OKAY!

Wrote a song I was kind of inspired by my friend and myself (: 

I've been there before and I know how hard it is. 

It's so easy to find yourself in that place and I know how difficult it is.

But you just have to keep your head up and have faith that he will provide. 

I know what it's like to not like who you are and I know how it feels to looks in the mirror and just stare at yourself asking "why". 

I know what its like to feel like he isn't there. 

I know what it is like to be impatient and frustrated. God had plans for your future. He will help you prosper and never forsake you.
So enough talking! 

I'm just going to write the song on here

then sing it when I have time later. 

<3 hope this inspires you
Forgiven?
By Samantha Choy
Standing there, looking so scared
Who is that person staring at me?
Lost in the darkness
Drowning in sin
How could I ever be forgiven?

Stepping away, cower in shame
To weak to even call out your name
All of the pain trials and games
It feels like I'm going insane

God where are you now?
I'm screaming out loud
I want you stand right here with me
Show me your mercy and show me your grace
Lord please hold me in your warm embrace

Standing there looking so scared
Who is that person staring at me?
Lost in the darkness
Drowning in sin
How could I ever be forgiven?

Taking the next step and falling down
Sitting in hatred on the ground
Anger frustration all boiling up
Lord when will I ever have enough?

How could it be?
Is this really me?
Human and lusting for more then I need
Now I'm staring right back at my sins
Hoping I will ever be forgiven

You're all that i want and all that I need
Lord Please use me as your seed
Planted by grace
Growing my faith
Lord I'm looking right into your face

Standing there, looking so scared
Who is that person staring at me?
Lost in the darkness
Drowning in sin
How could I ever be forgiven?