i wonder...

i wonder if

......

i wonder if she knows that the man that loves her is practically going through hell and back to make her happy. 

i wonder if she knows that her little girl is in the hospital right at this very this moment.

i wonder if she knows that her friend demater just wants someone to talk to.

i wonder is she knows that her friend lucas is so broken on the inside and all he needs is a hug.

i wonder is she knows that her oldest brother just wants to be able to say sorry for everything.

i wonder if she knows that i am really sorry from the bottom of my heart. 

i wonder if she knows that you cant hate forever.

i wonder if she knows that this is the time of year to be joyful and happy and to forgive others and love more then you can ever love.

i wonder if she knows that i still want to be her friend. 

i wonder if she knows that deep down inside i miss her so much.

i wonder if she knows that i am being completely honest.

i wonder if she understands that her anger and hate is going to get her no where. 

i wonder is she knows that she is only hurting herself.

i wonder if she knows that i will always be here for her.

i wonder if she knows that i will always stop and listen.
i wonder if she knows that i will always have time for her.
i wonder if she knows that i still wish she was my one and only best friend.

i wonder if she can ever forgive me.

i wonder if she can ever forgive them.

i wonder if we will ever be friends again.

i wonder if she can ever let it go.

I WONDER.