oh my. oh my.

new family members :) yay! 

oh they are just adorable 

i cant wait to actually get them involved with the family!

gosh everyone is so happy!

aww :)

but im a little upset :(

my little taiki still refuses to come home

sigh what a party pooper

but its okay

he just needs to blow off stress i understand :)

WE LOVE YOU TAIKI!

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i'm happy everyone is getting along :)

and tomorrow i am going to go apologize to my friend

yea we have problems but im tired of this drama

its pointless

 

why does she hate me so much?

if apologizing will make things better then so be it

i am tired of our kids fighting because of us :/

its not fair to them or the others

i guess one of us just has to grow up and make the first move

sigh i just really do hope she gives me the chance to talk

all i want to do is say what i have to say without her getting mad at me

she tends to get mad before i even finish

but this time im going to make sure i finish before anything else can happen.

i do hope she forgives me too

sigh i really do.

i know we wont really be as close as we used to

and yea i get that its going to take time

and i also get that we both changed and it sucks

but i do hope that we can be friends

i miss her even if i hate to admit it :/

i miss everything we used to share.

i just miss our friendship

and its been eating at me sigh

yea my bros have been on me about it every day :/

dont you miss blah blah blah

dont you remember blah blah blah

dont you want to have her as a friend again?

dont you want to at least try to apologize?

well you guys.

my answer to you is

YES

i do miss her

i do remember all the things we shared

i do want to have her as a friend again

i do want to apologize!

but does she?

will she accept me?

will she listen to what i have to say?

will she forgive me?

does she miss me?

we are just both hard headed people

all i want is a second chance.

i know thats asking a lot

but i hope she sees that i really mean it.

sincerely,
The Apologetic Teen